Crazy and I have talked a few times about this whole court issue.  When we first started emailing back and forth she said she didn’t want the full 17% from George for child support, she just wanted something fair.  Her and I decided that we would try to come to an agreement about the amount of money to be paid and then just let the judge know once in court.  So, I went through and figured out all of George’s income for the last several months since he started his own business.  I gave Crazy those numbers.  Well, guess what?  Now she wants the full 17%.  I think the reason she wants the full amount is that George is making less money than she thought he was.  I guess she thinks it only takes a couple of months to get a business going and doesn’t realize how hard it is at the start.  So, she thought she was going to be able to get more money than she can even if she does get 17%.  Apparently the fact that George isn’t making a whole lot of money and is supporting a wife and toddler doesn’t mean a whole lot to Crazy.  The thing is that Crazy and I have usually been able to get along in the past and work things like this out.  I guess not this time.  I’m done trying to work it out with her and have decided that we’ll just leave it alone.  The judge can decide.

I am homesick.  I don’t want to live where I do.  I want to be back in my home town.  I hate where we are- I love my house.  I love my neighbors.  I love my church.  But I am so homesick to be back in our home town.  When we visit I don’t want to leave.  My house just doesn’t feel like home.  It’s just not in the right place.  George and I both work from home, why don’t we just pick up and move?  Neither of is want to be here.  And life goes by too fast to feel so homesick and sad everyday.